To tell you the truth, I did HPT 8dpt and 9dpt and got negative results. Knowing that it was too early to test, I was still disappointed and frustrated.  I almost thought this cycle is not working since last time I got HPT+ at 9dpt. Actually I woke up this morning at about 4:10 am and went to bathroom and I didn’t even want to do HPT again. I still had a headache. I didn’t feel well and I didn’t want to see “Not Pregnant” sign on that digital stick. After I went back to bed, I felt sad and angry and frustrated. I was turning and tossing and couldn’t follow asleep any more. I had to get up at about 7am to have my breakfast since I was hungry.

As usual I I had an egg and a piece bread and a cup of milk. I also took 2 Tylenol pills to kill my headache. Then I went to bathroom. I didn’t pee too much but I managed to pee on the HPT stick just to confirm the result one more time. I was expecting to see “Not Pregnant” so that I can move on with my life. I put the stick on the bathroom counter and didn’t stare at it like what I did last two times. I didn’t care about it too much any more. However, when the 3 minutes flashing time over, I saw “Pregnant” on the stick!!!! What the ****!! I couldn’t believe it at all. I yelled to my husband “I am pregnant! I am pregnant!” He was surprised and came to me anxiously. He was excited as well when I showed him the stick. Oh my God, I didn’t know what to think and feel.  1 minute ago I was sad and depressed and just wanted to move on; 1 minute later I was excited and I am pregnant! All of sudden, I am feeling  like a pregnant woman! I am pregnant indeed. I have the stick to prove it!!

Now what am I going to do? DH wanted to take a picture of HPT stick and I totally agree. So here it is the “Pregnant” sign:

• increased urinary frequency;

• ovary area bloating;

• sore back;

• tiredness;

• turning and tossing in bed due to bloating – it’s not comfortable sleeping on the right or left side since my body weigh push the ovary area.

I am really anxious to have HPT! I convinced myself not to do HPT this morning. But I will do it tomorrow morning on 8dpt.

I am officially PUPO.

We are praying with all our fingers and toes are crossed!

I trust myself, and I trust life to support and protect me.

I am doing the right thing at the right time and right place. I am complete and healthy. I am blessed too.

Be positive. I know that I am taken care of. Everything will be fine.

ER is estimated on April 23~24; ET is estimated on April 26~27.

We are hoping this time is the time.

Time after LMP        Expected Range

Non-Pregnant           (Less than 10)
3rd Week                    (6 – 71)
4th Week                    (10 – 750)
5th Week                    (217 – 7138)
6th Week                    (158 – 31795)
7th Week                   (3697 – 163563)
8&9th Week              (32065 – 151410)
10th Week                 (46509 – 186977)
12th Week                 (27832 – 210612)
14th Week                 (13950 – 62530)
15th Week                 (12039 – 70971)
16th Week                 (9040 – 56451)
17&18th Week         (8175 – 58176)

My first ultra-sound is on Nov 29, 2010, next Monday. I can’t wait to head the heart beat of my baby!

I now realize that I have created this condition, and I am now willing to release the pattern in my consciousness that is responsible for this condition.

One of the great thing is that we do not have to know how. All we need is to be willing. The Universal Intelligence or your subconscious mind will figure out the hows. Every thought you think and every word you speak is being responded to, and the point of power is in this moment. The thoughts you are thinking and the words you are declaring at this moment are creating your future.